Pinkie Palomo Ahmad

Ramadhan

2009-08-27T20:43:00.000-07:00

Refrain yourself from eating, drinking, being mad and a lot of other things yang tidak disukai oleh Allah. And most important, refrain yourself daripada membuat kejahatan.

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan dan selamat berpuasa everyone :)

On second thought,

2009-07-22T01:12:00.000-07:00

I think I'll just leave this blog open and post whatever I like, whenever I feel like. Comprehendé?

And I think whatever that comes out of your mouth is plain bullsh*t. Do you feel better about yourself now?

It's...

2009-07-07T18:13:00.000-07:00

9:14a.m. I can't go back to sleep and my msn isn't working for a reason I do not understand and I am blogging here instead of the other. I have come down to how useless this blog is and have decided that it will have to go. Consider this as a last post, I'll look at it and read up for a while and will click on the delete button :)

indaku tauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

2009-03-11T05:20:00.001-07:00

that definitely put a cherry on top of my day. wow. :)

Annoyed.

2009-01-26T04:38:00.000-08:00

I wish I could tell you how annoying you are.

You think you are perfect the way you are but you are not. I think this is the part where you take note that no one is perfect. I do not even see you being close to it.

You say shit about others but, oh hello, reality check, you are not the best yourself. You are what you say others are.

Do you even notice that you're actually sucking yourself?

I guess not because if you did, you wouldn't be doing what you are doing now :)

So congratulations. You just made yourself "feel" that you are stepping everyone's head. Applause.

give up. give in.

2008-12-21T21:34:00.000-08:00

Ever had yourself disappointed, so bad, that it felt like someone just, by attack, grabbed your heart and pulled it down so low, and made it stay there, just for a while.

Anyway, I have finally decided to give up. To give in. Take whatever that is there for me but I know I won't do the best with it :P Things I do not to disappoint people.

I am hyper today. Was then. Am again. Confusing? :P Well, not really 'hyper' lah. Just that this day is the day I have been looking forward to since, a week ago or so. Why? Because. Just because. Because it is December 22. What is there not to look forward to on this day? Hmm? What? What? What? :)

jobless part 2

2008-12-05T01:10:00.000-08:00

Yes. I am very jobless. Is that not obvious? Haa. Usually I post once a month and today, it's twice a day. Just feel like it. Just feel like defending a few bloggers I came across.

I think people should just mind their own business. I mean, I know it's a hard thing to do. Seriously. You come around with your friends and I can bet you they are bound to talk about someone else. I mean, I do that. Of course not all of the time, but it is just nature, is it not? Tapikan, it's actually shit. It MIGHT be able to make the other person feel bad about him or herself and as I have learnt, it may kill a person's self-concept (Rohani, 2008) Haha. But it is true. So why should one attact someone who has not done a single thing towards you, hmm? Why? Why? Why?

And how do you tell a person something you know they do not want to hear, because they're expecting more from you, without hurting their feelings? Or moreover, without offending them? How?

.D'sGirl.

part where I am jobless.

2008-12-04T18:18:00.000-08:00

I have finally finished my exam! I do not want to think about it because, well, simply because. It's not that I didn't study for it, I did. But I guess, I had so little time to study saja but there is no one to blame expect me. Oh well, we'll see how it'll turn out in a month time. Or less. Ekk.

Talking about a month time, darn how time flies by!! I was watching 'Click' last night and it makes me wonder what I would do if I had a universal control. What would you do if you had a universal control.

Me, I would not change my life and make the right decisions. I do not think that's possible anyway. Haha. This is what I'd do. Eh wait. Can I see what is going to happen in the future kan? Lupa ku. Hehe. If I can't do that, I'd pause the moment when I meet a lecturer who has the exam paper in hand. OR pause the time during exam! Hah~ Siuk kali tu ahh.

And if it's possible, I'd read what's on my boy's mind so I can keep him happy always hehehe ;)

But unfortunately I don't own a universal control. So I am stuck in this life like any other normal person. Which is perfect :) couldn't ask for more. hmm.
Anyway, no school for a month means, jobless for a month. I've hunted 'Quarantine' down. which was coollllll and amazingly I wasn't scared, which made me realise, aku takut antu saja. bukan zombie ahahahaha. But, the ending wasn't satisfying saja lah. That's all.

gaha!

2008-11-09T08:21:00.000-08:00

We had a family function earlier this morning and to my most amazement, the whole family was there. Except for one family but wow! Raya pun inda! :P nice to see everyone there. Well, not everyone but still :)

I am actually brain-dead. Shiets. And I'm supposed to "bual" my essay. I can't bual in this condition. Should I go to sleep, or not? Hmm..

assignments

2008-10-21T05:03:00.000-07:00

Eeee I may be late but I believe that Raya is not yet over! I still have another house to go in my list! =p But yeah, wishing everyone a very long happy raya and it is still not late to ask for forgiveness. It's never too late, no?
Raya so far has been really great. Especially when you gain back the 3kgs you lost due to open houses. Heee XD I am well fed :D
But even with the whole happy celebration thing around, my assignments never fail to let me down. Imagine this! My first day of raya, after eating a bit and all, I asked for a pen and paper. I started to draft my essay. Sucks, no? But nyeh, with the help of my happy cousins creating a happy feeling, I just jotted down my topic and that was the call for me! HAHA. So much for semangat.

Second day raya is always great. Not only the long targeted angpow by all the cousins =P (kidding) I went on my first raya with the boy :D we didn't have the whole matching colour and all but should that matter? Awu pulang macam, mau pulang kan match colours but presence was enough. It still is ;)

I could go on and onnnnnnnnnnn about my raya but like I said, my assignments -_-

So, this is a wrap.

Assalamualaikum.

First post, again??

2008-09-25T21:28:00.000-07:00

today's the 26th of Sept and I'm counting 6 days to Hari Raya. Half of me is looking forward to it but half of me is 'dreading' because, *sigh* my best cousin is leaving for UK today. For the past years, as far as I can remember, we've spent the raya days together. So this raya will be the first raya without her and it won't be the same. I can't see myself laughing with someone else :( I am over-reacting but it is presumably to happen.

On the other hand, tomorrow will mark the last day before the MSB but it doesn't mean i can breathe nicely for 1 week. I got myself into 6 assignments due after raya. Inda pulang immediately after uni reopens, but it's all spreaded throughout October. Homaigadz~

But oh well. What can I do right? I can't stop the time from moving. I can't stop from October coming so soon. I can't stop Nis from leaving this afternoon.

So come, "days", for I will try to be ready to overcome you.

I know I can do this. I know I am stronger than this.
*searching for the stronger person inside me*